yup

this is difficult for me, i dont know y?
 its like a load on my chest, its difficult to breath, cant sleep, restless,
help,im going to scream now,what the hell, i hate myself,
 i hate myself so bad, i cant get over myself, i cant i just cant,
 i dont know what is wrong, i dont know what to do
 , im going to kill myself, ill kill my self, im sad, whats wrong with me????????
whats wrong with me?
i want to know whats wrong, i cant cry anymore,
why the hell am i still sad????? angry dejected???
y arnt my prayers being answered?????
 what have i done so wrong to deserve this ????????????????????
i dont think i can think straight anymore , im off
find a new person to fill the pages im literally gone,
the end